18, they/them or fae/faer, lesbian. this blog is 18+ (for my own comfort)
being stuck at home with my family is so bad for my mental health. it's depression time
waiting until september to leave the source of my trauma (my mother) wasn't so bad. but now i have to be with my mom 24/7 bc she can't work bc the schools are shut down. so i have no break from her
#:.( #vent #negative #dnr #sometimes i think i would've been better off being depressed in edmonton than being depressed at home #but that's not true. it's just a fantasy #they're both bad for different reasons #but at least around here i have friends #even if i can't see them much right now #but i can't stay around here forever #can't live anywhere that my mom can find me #but i don't mind that part #living in any of the places she can find me would just make me depressed anyway. for other reasons #like i guess i talk up my own reserve a lot #but. that place makes me so depressed even when i don't stay for long #it'll be nice to see how i like living in pei #as long as i can make friends i'll be happy living anywhere in canada except here #and it'll be so nice to have the clean slate that i've dreamed of #everyone here knows me. and i'll never be anything but my impressions on them when i was a kid #it sucks7 notes
Happy birthday to my wonderful gf @tiddywife!
aaaa i love you so much!!! 💗💖💕💞💓 and ur art of them is so good aaaa
just listening to accidentally in love on repeat and vibing
#wife.txt #counting crows #s-self care.... #im also hiding in my room eating my breakfast/lunch bc i can't handle seeing my mom right now #and i wanna play minecraft but.. my computer is real close to the dining room where my mom practically lives #also it's kind of funny (not really) how my mom wonders why her kids never want to eat at the table with her #dude u gave us both trauma3 notes